Friend, I know things have not worked out the way you wanted. Your heart is trying to manage the hurt, the shock, the unexpected, and trust God at the same time. It seems hypocritical to be in both places at the same time. It’s not. You’re not.

Please hear Gods heart for you. God is not mad at you for feeling all the feelings you have right now. He’s a good father who wants to comfort you. He understands. He sees you. He longs for you to know how much he loves you. He knows exactly how you’re feeling. Keep coming to him. Keep being honest with him. He’s got it all figured out. Trust his heart for you, for your family, for your future. Things are going according to plan, his plan. ♥️